hmmm, school was fast so i enjoyed it. warren makes me laugh and jescika is my soulmate. after school, rj, zach, jescika, and i played human knot and then chris joined in so we played watermelon. haha i’ll never forget those laughs, its a good thing i wont forget though, cause these are the moments that make me say “good day.” well, im sleepy and i now await for a phone call. oh yeah, did i ever mention how gangster nic and i are?

damn.

hmm, its the first of December and im in a weird state of mind. im losing myself. its like when people ask you if you’re okay and you say no, i hate that. it just deepens my sadness. it deepens my sadness because after they ask you that question, they ask you whats wrong and then say, “aww im sorry, feel better.” yeah, i already know i need to feel better. i see no point on asking that question. dont help me, aide me. ah, lets get something off my chest: people at school are so ignorant and superficial. it angers me cause no one grows up from their childish ways. inconsiderate, despicable, showing uncouth behavior. it disgusts me the way people look at each other in the hallway. its as if you have a superior being among others. we are equal, you and i, him and her, them and they. dont treat people like dirt, because watch, you’ll end up being the dirt they walk on soon. negligence is always increasing day after day. the society today as we know it, its deteriorating, in a sense that we are acting with not open minds, but with stubborn heads. but hey, we’ll learn someday.